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If you feel sad/unhappy/suicidal PLEASE read this. I just want to let you know that if you EVER need anyone to talk to or just need to let something out message me! I’m here for you and would love to talk. I answer privately if you’re off anon. 

You want to commit suicide because you’re in pain for different reasons. But please don’t. If you end your life think of what will happen to your family, friends, everyone that cares about you. I know what you’re thinking “no one cares about me.” but people DO. I do. Your family does. Think of the person that will find your dead body. Think of how it will scar them for the rest of lives. All that pain and suffering that you had will spread onto your family, friends and everyone who knew you. People will notice you are gone. Not only will they notice but they will CARE. Do you think people would just forget you? Boy are you wrong. They will always remember you. The memories that you shared will last in their minds forever. They will wonder why is it that you killed yourself and wonder if it was their fault. It will haunt them for the rest of their life.

Let me tell you this. Whatever it is you are going through, you will get THROUGH. You are strong enough to survive it but you just don’t know it yet. If you need advice please come message me. When you look back at those dark times you’ll smile and know you were strong enough to get through that and you can get through anything. I promise you sometime in the future that you will truly be happy. It may not be tomorrow, or next week, or even next month. But eventually you will smile for real. 

Do you hate the way you look?

Never forget this: it doesn’t matter what anyone but yourself thinks of you. Who cares what other people say about you, if they hate on you they’re jealous and karma will bite their loud mouths hard. I really suggest you read this ENTIRE article here, it would change the way you think. 

Self-harm/Eating Disorder?

I really hope you don’t. You’re beautiful! So, so beautiful. If you feel that you’re fat let me tell you this YOU ARE NOT. If you’re not  a size 0 or 2 that doesn’t mean you’re fat. Don’t listen to society. What you should care about is your HEALTH not what size you are. If you self-harm I beg you to stop. Please do. You are stronger than that. Instead of cutting do something else that will take your mind off things and distract you. Do something that will make you smile. Also check out the butterfly project. 

EXTRA

The Quiet Place -keep calm and check this out.

Thoughts Room- Share your thoughts with yourself.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
Life Line: 1-800-273-8255
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743